If you’ve read my blog for a while, you’ll probably know I’m an introvert. Pulptastic recently posted a list of problems that only introverts would understand. Well, let’s see if I understand them.
1. Practicing conversations with people you’ll never talk to.
Guilty. I’ve done this, though I can’t tell you who I had conversations with. They’re not real. I guess this is kind of a way of practicing what I would say in different situations if they ever arose.
2. When you want to cut all ties to civilization but still be on the internet.
Several years ago, yes. These days, no. I actually like going out. I don’t do this anymore, but I used to.
3. When your friend wants to invite more people over, and you don’t want to sound like a bad person by saying no.
Yeah. I preferred to avoid large groups, but I found it hard to say no. Not such a problem now.
4. When spending a heavenly weekend alone means that you’re missing out on time with friends.
Yeah, well, I enjoyed my time alone.
5. And you fear that by doing so, you are nearing ‘hermit’ status.
I was a hermit for a while in university. I didn’t go out except for class.
6. When your ride at a party doesn’t want to leave early, and no one seems to understand your distress.
Hasn’t happened to me before, since I tended to avoid parties. But I guess there were times when I simply didn’t go to parties to avoid being around people I barely knew.
7. Trying to be extra outgoing when you flirt so your crush doesn’t think you hate them.
Flirt? What’s that? I didn’t flirt. I was too embarrassed to do that.
8. That feeling of dread that washes over you when the phone rings and you’re not mentally prepared to chat.
This wasn’t a problem, to be honest…until after I worked at a call centre. Working at a call centre made me hate talking on the phone, and I am always reluctant to answer if it’s an unknown number.
9. When you have an awesome night out, but have to deal with feeling exhausted for days after the fact.
Hasn’t happened. I avoided big nights out.
10. People saying “Just be more social.”
This is annoying. I don’t have that problem these days, having learned how to be more outgoing.
11. When you’re able to enjoy parties and meetings, but after a short amount of time wish you were home in your pajamas.
Yeah, this has happened. I’ve enjoyed early parts of parties, then kept watching the clock to see when it was time to go home. This was much more common when I was a kid, and at a party my parents dragged me to. I just wanted to leave.
12. Staying up late every night because it’s the only time that you can actually be alone.
Yes! And it seems like some people just don’t understand this. Like my daughter. She just won’t go to bed.
13. People making you feel weird for wanting to do things by yourself.
Yeah. Seeing movies, eating in restaurants, things like that. I did that alone, and I felt awkward when people looked at me.
14. Having more conversations in your head than you do in real life.
I do have a lot of conversations in my head. Isn’t that normal? I get lost in my own thoughts a lot, but I tend to figure out a lot of things that way, especially with my writing.
15. The need to recharge after social situations.
Absolutely. They drain me.
16. People calling you out for day dreaming too much.
Not really. I’ve always been quite alert and aware of everything going on around me. I’ve never been a daydreaming introvert. I’m an observational introvert.
17. Carrying a book to a public place so no one will bug you, but other people take that as a conversation starter.
It happened! I was reading an astronomy magazine when I was in university, and a woman came up to me to tell me how beautiful the universe is and that God was so wonderful. I felt awkward and excused myself.
18. People interrupting your thoughts, and you get irrationally angry.
Not really. I cope with that well.
19. Having to say “I kind of want to spend some time by myself” when you have to deal with that friend that always wants to hang out.
I haven’t really had a friend like that, to be honest. But I did sometimes turn down invitations because I had “plans.”
20. When you’re asked to do a group project, and know that you’re going to hate every minute of it.
This is the story of every science experiment in junior high and high school I’ve done. I was the top science student in my grade, and I really detested it when mediocre and scientifically impaired classmates tried to tell me how the experiments are really done. They were ignoring the instructions. I made sure to let the teacher know that they were doing it wrong, but here’s the interpretation of the data we gathered. I always got top marks despite my partners’ mistakes.
21. When you hear the question “Wanna hang out?”, and your palms start to sweat with anxiety.
22. When you hear, “Are you OK?” or “Why are you so quiet?” for the umpteenth time.
I got this so much. It was incredibly irritating. Yes, I am OK. I’m quiet because that’s just how I am. I’m a listener, not a speaker.
23. Having visitors stay with you is a nightmare, because it means you have to be on at ALL TIMES.
Not a problem when it’s family. Maybe I just get along with my family.
24. When people stop inviting you places because you’re the one that keeps canceling plans.
I don’t cancel.
25. Being horrified of small talk, but enjoying deep discussions.
I’m not horrified of small talk, I just find it awkward. Deep discussions are amazing, though. Love them.
26. When you need to take breaks and recharge after socializing for too long.
Yup. I tended to withdraw at social gatherings and just listen from time to time. But it wasn’t all the time. I regained some energy and socialised again.
27. The requirement to think introspectively rather than go to someone else with your problems.
Yeah, I usually figured out any problem I had by myself. Maybe this had more to do with pride, as I was always figuring out everything by myself in school. That is, except when I had a bully. I went for help then.
28. Not wanting to be alone, just wanting to be left alone. And people not understanding that.
I don’t really like being alone. I hated it when I was single. However, I have always needed time to be left alone. This does not mean I’m being antisocial, it means I’m recharging. And I need time alone to get lost in thought about various topics.
29. When people mistake your thoughtful look for being shy, or worse, moody.
This has happened. But when I was a kid, I really was shy. These days, people think I’m always very calm and quiet. I’m usually deep in thought at those times.
30. That people need to know that you aren’t mad, depressed or anti-social. You just need to not talk to anyone for a while. And that’s okay.
Absolutely. It is not being antisocial. Being alone for a while means I’m getting my very important recharge time. Being an introvert, I gain energy while I’m alone.
While some of these don’t apply to me, I can understand them all. For those of you who are introverts, what do you think? And for those of you who are extroverts, can you understand?